A Feeling Like No Other
Photo Credit: Amazing friend Neema Patel :) I had 39 weeks to prepare for this moment, I thought. I knew what I was going to feel per say. But I didn't know to what depth I would experience these emotions. I know what love is. I have experienced it in many capacities and levels of intensity. But the love I felt and continue to feel is all encompassing, transcendental, and omnipotent. Being a mother, for me, has made me feel the closest I've ever felt to the Creator. For the first time, I feel this fierce energy field around me. It's invisible but I feel it flowing through me. There's something inside of me that coincides with this spirit. There are many times I find myself lost in his eyes, marveling at his presence. I made him? He is a combination of us ? How does my body know how to do this? Was he really inside of me for 39 weeks? I look at the ultrasounds and then at him - the dots are all there - physical proof of his evolution. Baffled and in awe. Maybe ou...
